Severe Lack of self-confidence
I have no idea how or why but I can't seem to figure out how to regain my self confidence. I'm 54 and can't find a job either. I was a waitress for most of my life and can't do that kind of work anymore but have found it impossible to get any other kind of work.
My husband (of 10 years) tells me all the time that I 'need' him to take care of me. I never had anyone to take care of me, not even growing up. I was my divorced moms emotional support.
I'm sick of being depressed, lonely, and afraid. I don't have the money to pay for psych help so what do I do?