no motivation and low self esteem
I am a sophomore in college and i have a low self esteem, and very low motivation. I have felt like this my whole life. I have always felt like an outsider, even with my friends. I have always felt unmotivated and would rather do something fun instead of things that were boring or
uninterested, like school and working.
I think I have an anxiety disorder I worry a lot and get really nervous. I am constantly thinking about lots of things and I get bored really easy, a lot of the the time I spend thinking is spent thinking about my life and how I fit in everything, like sports, school, social life, stuff like that.
I have a mind set where I don't really try or do stuff because I think what is the point I will fail, or this doesn't affect me, theres no need to do that. Unless it is something forced on me like an assignment to do, someone tells me to do it, like my dad, or boss, but even then I do just enough to get by.
I thought that I might have depression or maybe ADHA. Because I see how other people are and I am not like them, I see people who study all day or work all the time, and I wonder how they can do it, I have tried and I cant keep myself motivated. But then I read about depression and ADHA and I think I don't really have it that bad, I don't show all the signs.
I want to know if anyone feels the same and If they have some advice.