I admit that I have low self esteem and negative thoughts, I have accomplished a lot in my life time but cant seem to get past the negative, heart breaks and life's little bumps.
I am much to jealous of my spouse which causes problems, I don't like to be around a lot of people because It makes me nervous.
My mother is a very negative person always assuming the worst of everything. Although I love my mother very much she depresses me which in turn makes me feel guilty because I don't want to be around her.
I don't like being a jealous person, so I know that I have to overcome this self esteem problem. I'm really a good person but I cant seem to make myself believe it. For some reason dwelling on all of the negative things in my life is the norm for me but I would like for this to change. I really need a boost.