Negative thoughts / lack of confidence
I have been doing a nearly impossible job for which I am not qualified for nearly 2 years and finally couldn't take it anymore. It made me hate waking up every day and pretty much consumed my entire life.
I was never able to please my boss, no matter how hard I tried, or how many hours a week I worked (sometimes nearing 70). I finally just quit and am finished in a few days. Part of me thinks that it was an impossible situation, but part of me thinks that I was just too stupid to do the job well.
I have always struggled with problems with self confidence and now feel that I am at an all time low. I feel stupid and incapable and depressed. I don't want to look for another job, but I need to find one right away. I don't want to interview, I don't to deal with normal work and people issues feeling the way I feel right now. I just want to curl up and be away from the world.