My husband needs girlfriends
He has work friends that are women, young women. He likes to meet with them and talk. They are all married and much younger, and I don't think he is interested in being untrue to me. I told him I did not want him having women friends, not emailing or meeting at a bar for talks. He said that he understood, but I then found an email where he invited an ex co worker to meet him at a bar and not email him back or facebook him so I wouldn't find out. This woman is married, a christian, and I caught him before the meeting date, but... now I don't trust him at all and feel that there is something wrong with me that he seeks the company of younger women in their twenties and thirties. He is 58 and I am 64.
I am very insecure, and also hurting because I am not enough. or am I wrong to think that way. He has a work email now and is probably still pursuing these relationships, or maybe not. How can I stop thinking about it and just stop caring and get on with my life. I am tired of worrying about what he is doing. He isn't worried about me at all, and trusts me completely, or doesn't care what I do.
He is kind to me, calls me and tells me he loves me, takes care of the house, cooks, and is considerate, every woman's dream, except for his need to have these young friends who are women.