I have done it before, but it doesn’t make it easier.
It will be just as hard the next time.
I met someone who ended up being so different to what I thought they were.
Maybe they’re not too different but just made a mistake.
I know that I loved them but they let me down time and time again, maybe if I had let go sooner It would have been easier but letting go is something I find hard.
I don’t know how to mark the process of letting this person go and it doesn’t help that they are not giving up either, maybe I should say something.
Still part of me doesn’t want to let go and believe that I can half keep them without getting hurt if I try hard enough and maybe in some time this might be true.
But I know that keeping them is only hurting myself and to be free I need to let them go.
It is hard to accept that someone who means a lot to you isn’t good for you.
For a while there will be a part of me that still wants, but I do know that I will be happier without him.
So I am letting go.