Lack of security
It's my biggest fear - I feel insecure all the time. It crops up like a big monster at times in my relationship: fear of my partner dying, leaving me homeless, jobless and with no prospects to look after myself, unable to cope with the overwhelming horror of what the outcome may be.
I think too much, negative thoughts invade my mind and affect my behaviour towards others, especially my partner. I love him so much, but I am frightened he will let me down and hurt me - if not in life, then in death.
Silly really, I am hurting myself with my powerful imagination over things that haven't happened yet, and may never will! I should be celebrating my life with him, not looking beyond it.
Anybody any idea how to get out of this one please?