lack of confidence, sensitive and worse when not looking good
I am always scared to speak up, do not ask more questions, I feel my spoken English not so good, I feel I do not look good.
My husband sick so makes me low and feel sorry for myself, I do not have that much energy. I am scared of losing my job, and scared of everything and anything.
I always look at people and feel they are clever, successful and good looking. My husband passes lots of negative vibes, actually I am just fed up with life.