jobless and hopeless at love
I am finishing my level c ticket welding, I have looked online for jobs in this area and there isn't much.
I have to leave my friends children to go and look and I'm scared to death.
I also can't keep a relationship. The last guy I really did love but near the end I wasn't really happy the way he was treating me. My friends weren't happy with how he was treating me and I was becoming very unhappy. I left the situation so I could work on my schooling and home life.
I'm 36 jobless, alone, and I am known for being very negative. It just seems through my past and present I am thrown curve balls that I always have to push myself to get through.
I want to be positive and love life but it seems life doesn't love me lol.
My boyfriend said I was negative but when I tried to be upbeat he'd say things to get me thinking negative.
I think I'm not really attractive. I've had marks since I was 18, and can't seem to get over them. It makes it hard to date, and I need to know how to get over them.
I need to get over my fear of going by myself to leave and get a job. I want to be happy and enjoy life instead of just pushing all the time.