by Jessica Padron
this is me in the red
My name is Jessica, I'm not an ugly girl, but I'm not like whoa super beautiful. I get compliments from people often. But I still can't stop feeling low about myself. I'm 18 years old, I live with my boyfriend who is an awesome guy, Sometimes he has a little bit of an anger issue.
My problem is that although I know I'm not ugly, I definitely know there are way prettier girls out there than me. So when we go out or something he stares at girls who are really pretty, and when we used to have a Facebook account I would find out that he would check pretty girl's pictures, its jealousy? I don't know .. hes not a very good looking boy although he's not ugly either, but this jealousy brings me so down, I get to the point of crying at random times. I can't sleep of just thinking about it, please help me this problem is killing me.