Insecure about being single.
I went through a lot of stuff all through school. During puberty, girls used to say I was a lesbian, not that there is anything wrong with them, (I'm straight though) and everyone used to bag me out saying I was a boy.
If I tried to be feminine, by wearing a skirt or whatever, people would just laugh at how bad I looked.
I'm a very insecure person, and find it hard to make friends as I have aspergers also.
I always date stupid guys who I don't really like just to get approval that I am feminine, and because I feel worthless without a boyfriend. I am single at the moment, and it makes me feel insecure.
My best friend got married recently which made me feel worse, even though I was happy for her, and my brother has a new girlfriend who he loves. Things like that make me feel jealous and insecure, even though I know its stupid.
How do I get out of feeling like this?