I'm really stupid...
by A Stupid High Schooler
I feel really stupid. I always tell myself that I'm going to follow through with my work and studies, but I end up just pushing them aside and procrastinating.
I REALLY want to change, but the temptations to just have fun is really overpowering. I really want to stop giving in, but I feel like a failure. I can't even set myself straight, and I'm almost done with high school. I'm scared of what will happen to me when I come out to society as the way I am right now.
I'm sorry for having you read me ramble on about this crap. I just felt like I needed to let it out.