I'm depressed , I need your help .
I'm 18 years old , I started to feel alone and depressed before 2 years with no reason . It's just when I think about my life and it's useless I prefer to die.
I even started to be an abnormal person, don't like seeing people happy. I live with my mom, but you can say I'm alone because I can't see her only when she comes back from her work at night.
I'm new in my school, the people here are not my type and I'm also a foreigner. I feel happy when I cry, sometimes I cry without any reason.
I don't know how I can go on and live this horrible life, I feel everything is hopeless, I can't tell my mom or anyone.