I think i'm ugly and fat but other people don't
Maybe they say it just to be nice but i'm 5'4" and weight 170, come on, I dont believe in myself that bad that I can't even stay on a diet!
I have such a problem I'm too low esteemed to even work. I'm not lazy, I'll do anything, but the though of rejection at the interview or having other people laugh and talk about my appearance really scares me.
I wont even go out to much with my boyfriend. Everywhere he goes I assume he's looking at someone better than me, or I think about what people could be saying, things like "Oh look at her with him! Is he crazy!?