I have done a lot and learned nothing from my experiences
by william r hall
I am 60 now and I have been in automotive sales for 25 years. I lost my job due to the closing of my store.
I have no energy, and I feel no one wants me any more. I have no confidence in SELF any more.
I remember back in 1979 I bought a restaurant bar business and I knew nothing about it, but I knew I could make it, and I did. In 1983 I got into car sales, and thought this was it, and I made great money. The years have been good and not so good.
I thought the more you did something the better you got, its not like I learned nothing. I should be out there teaching my skills, but I feel I have nothing to give. I feel I am a total failure. I really hate myself. I would like to end my life, but I have my wife, my two sons and grandbabies that love me. I wish I could love myself the the way I love my wife and kids and grand kids but I don't.
I would like feel feel good about my self and have something to give to other people.