I hate it when my boyfriend goes out, gets drunk, and has fun with his friends.
I really, really, REALLY hate it when he does this. It's not even the fact that he's having fun without me. It's just that, frankly, when he gets drunk.... he gets to where he starts dancing on tables, and years ago he used to be a stripper, a fact that still bothers me. Anyway, I get worried that when I'm not there with him, he's going to forget about me and basically cheat on me.
I don't think he'd actually sleep with another guy, but I'm afraid he might get a little too friendly with people after he's had some alcohol.
I just worry all the time that he's gonna hook up with somebody when he's drunk and I'll end up with a broken heart. I really love him, we've talked at length about moving in together, even getting married someday, I just don't know how I can trust him not to cheat on me or get all "friendly" with other guys when he's out getting drunk. I love the fun party side of him, I just don't know if I can trust it after he's had a few.
I want so badly to trust him, but I get so lonely when he's gone and I text him and he won't text me back for hours, and I know he's out drinking and having fun, I can't help thinking he could end up cheating on me. I hate having these thoughts.
I miss him all the time when he's gone. Especially when he's out til 2 in the morning and comes home drunk. He swears he doesn't get frisky with anyone else when he's drunk because he loves me but I just don't feel like I can completely trust him, but I want to soooo bad. I wanna trust him. I wanna make our relationship last. I do think I want to marry him someday, I need help opening myself up and trusting him though. Can anybody help me?