I feel lost.
I am a 27 year old wife and mother of two, and a full time college student. I have come to the point were everything is just getting to be too much, I walk around trying to make everyone else happy and if I can't make them happy I feel very guilty. I stress about everything, it is like I can't get my mind to calm down.
I think I am dumb, ugly and fat, even if other people say I am not. I hate being around other people that are not close to me I find myself not really leaving the house unless I really have to. The biggest problem for me is that, I can't say no to anyone not even to my husband. He is a good man and has never hurt me. I have very low self esteem and I hate the way I look, months a go I let him take nude photos of me even though I hated it I could not say no to him. I told him a couple days a go how I really felt about the nude photos and he felt bad about it but really it was not his fault it was mine. Now I feel very extremely guilty about how I let it happened, how it makes him feel, how I see myself and I am having a really hard time getting over it. I really don't know what I should do.