I feel lost in life............
(united state, AZ)
I'm only 13 now. When I was 11 everyone made fun of me. I tried to ignore everything that made me mad and live my life better. but I can't.
Nobody cares about me, nobody ever asked me how my life or how I feel. The only thing I can to is cry that's all. My family doesn't care about me they always hit me. They made my life bad. I started cutting myself, I stopped eating. I thought that's gonna help, but it didn't. I just made myself sick more.
I cry myself everyday to go to sleep. I was wishing that I'll die but I didn't die, but I really feel that I'm a cool person... smart, funny, into music, art and clothing... very nice in general but I cannot find friends that are deep or seem to understand me at all. I'm just lost in this life. If you have anything to share that might help, I would appreciate it. Thank You!