I feel helpless
I am currently studying. Results have recently returned and I did horribly. Everyone around me does so well and no one understand how I'm feeling. Everyone have such high expectations of me and I can't answer to them. I have a research project due soon and it is no where near completion and I don't know who to seek help from.
My parents are utterly disappointed with me and that makes me feel even more horrible. I know compared to a lot of things that can happen in life, my problem is nothing. But I just can't help feeling upset and depressed. I have no one to talk to. Its not that I don't have friends, but all my friends that I can open up to graduated last year. I have people to talk to but it feels as if I'm just left alone to deal with my own problem. Sometimes, I try to tell some of my friends my problem, but they just bring up theirs instead and I end up listening to their problem. I know this may sound horribly lame but I'm really lonely and helpless.