I fail at relationships
I've never been good at relationships. I mean, never. From my earliest youth I have failed to form proper relationships or bond with anyone -- even close family. The result is I don't gel well with other people and am emotionally needy and very lonely.
Somehow, despite all this, I have managed to meet and marry a decent man, but he doesn't understand my issues and can't meet all my needs. I don't think it's fair to ask him to.
It all seems really unfair to me because I'm kind, hardworking and compassionate, but no matter what I do, I can't form intimate relationships with others. My marriage only seems to work because my husband accepts me as I am. Other people don't.
This is making me incredibly miserable and if anyone can help me overcome it, they will find that in addition to all of the above qualities, I'm very loyal and grateful to people who are good to me.