I don't know what to do anymore
My mom and I never get along, she hates me because I am fat. The thing is, I am not as fat as she makes me feel like. I do sports all year round so i have a muscular body and I do have big legs, but that's just the way I was built.
I was adopted and my mom always says oh when I was 17 I didn't even weigh 100 pounds. I tell her all the time, it's not about the weight, it's about the way I look and feel. Yet she's constantly calling me fat and telling me I will never have a boyfriend because I am fat and ugly.
I can't deal with it anymore. I can't talk to any of my friends about it because I do love my mom and I wouldn't want anyone to think badly of her. what do I do?