Hopeless and can't continue
I'm a 42 year old black male with 3 children and going through a divorce with a women I have been with for 18 years. I recently was accepted to a university, I was going to go back to school for elementary education. I was told by my counselor that all my credits from my other university didn't matter much, I was a senior now they have me as a freshman.
Earlier I was walking on campus remembering calling my wife on my first day of classes to share with her my day. I also recalled when she went on business trips I would look forward to her calls about her day, now those days are gone.
Right now my wife is on a date and I'm home with the children. Not really watching them, ever since I got home from picking them up at school, I've just been in my room crying. I spoke with my wife earlier to tell her how I was feeling, but I got the feeling she doesn't care, and that hurts. Can someone please help me before it's too late.