For the love of God..
Really? All of you complain about your children and how you don't love or are tied down to them. It may be true, but TEACH them to be better. Or try enjoying time with your kids. Go walk to the park, get some food. Sit down. Eat and enjoy it while they're there. Teach you and your kids some motivation, just go live your lives.
My parents have survived 5 kids, and being poor. We still rely on each other and the inexpensive places they took us is what I want to look back and think about their sacrifices and how proud I am of them. You don't need an education or a lot of money, be modest.