Finding a job
I'm 21 and I'm having trouble coping with life in general really. I was made to leave my family home about 2 years ago because I refused to get a job and I was causing disruption and financial problems as a result of this.
My reasons for not getting a job were that I have low self esteem and also have trouble talking to people because of this plus the fact I'm quite paranoid about my appearance (I have a burn on my face) plus tons of other embarrassing body issues.
I was told to get help by my mum but didn't want to as I was afraid that my mum would find out that I smoked cannabis if it came up in a therapy session.
I've been living at my friends house now for almost 2 years and the situation is the same although I'm not being pressured into finding a job by the owner of the home (friends mum).
I need help with my confidence issues but to get help I need to speak to someone and that pretty much is the issue itself.