depression, and low self confidence.
I am 22 years old, since 3 years ago, I fell into this situation, a lot of thinking, and depression. Every time I try to get out of it, I step two steps, and fall again ten more steps, and it gets worse every day. I used to be a strong kid at school, but since this situation came, I am just getting worse.
No matter what I do, I still can't run away from it. I can stay at home for days and never go out even to get cigarettes. I used to study at uni, then I left it and went to a pilot academy, and as always, when am at the middle, I just lose it.
Now I am in Jordan, and life here is really bad, sick, and nothing to make you feel better. I wish I could go back to Canada, if my parents will let me, but I don't think so, because I have been in jail once here for weed smoking, but really, they use it as medicines in different countries. I am sure if I went back to Canada, a far better place, better people, I will get out of it.
Finally, I wouldn't try to search about this site unless was really helpless.