by Danielle Walton
When I was in secondary school I was bullied from year 7 to year 11 and since then my self esteem and self confidence is none exsistent.
I don't believe in anything that I do, I don't believe I'm good enough at anything. I don't believe that I'm a pretty girl even though I'm told I am.
I find it difficult to live with day to day activities because I feel like if I attempt them I'm just going to do wrong, I don't believe I'm smart as I was put down about the way I look and the way I was at school.
I find myself comparing myself to my younger sister wishing I was more like her... I don't know what to do, its bringing my family down and my boyfriend finds it difficult to cheer me up when I am in my moods as I'm really low and no one can seem to get through to me that life isn't always about the past its about the future.. but the past really drags me down.