Bipolar disorder, Unstable personality, No self-esteem.
I am X years old and, for the last 10 years have been plagued with an extremely unstable personality disorder.
I used to be very confident in my abilities and very driven in my career. I have now lost all confidence through a series of disappointments and realisations that I am hopeless at anything even vaguely practical.
I also have recurring flashbacks of an event 3 years ago when I crashed a small plane I was flying at the time.
I was also disowned by my family and community for subsequently pursuing a fairly self-destructive lifestyle (which I have since extricated myself from) however, I am still distant from family and community despite every effort on my part.
I am extremely depressed.