No One Loves Me
My name is Meghan. I am 12 years old and I hate my life. At school I get teased and picked on and everyone tells me I wish I was dead and that they hate me. I had a problem with a girl at school I went up to her and tried to solve the problem and she started a fight with me it was my first fight ever and I hated it. The principle and the vice principle blamed me for the fight. Ever since then the teachers can't even look at me. Everyone blamed me for it when she started it. But that's not my only problem. Also at school I have no friends because everyone to me hates me. At home is the worst, I feel like my parents don't love me I have two other sisters who are angels to my parents. Everyone at home blames me for everything. I get yelled at everyday for no reason. My parents spend no time with me. I keep asking God for my miracle for my life to change the way I want it to be for like 2 years now, but it will never happen.
I do so much for people but they just treat me like crap. I keep telling my self it's gonna change but I'm not sure anymore. Every day I wish a bus or car would run me over or some way I would go to heaven with God. I'm not the kind of girl who would hurt my self because I hate my life. I'm scared of getting a shot at the doctors office why would I hurt myself. I hate me and I can't do anything because I'm young.
I wish I would just wake up one morning and I would be in the world I would want to be in. I would wake up in a beautiful house and I would be a performer because I love to sing and act. I would be skinny and I would have beautiful dark brown curly hair. My parents would love me and I would be an only child. Sounds kind of impossible but I would be Nick Jonas' girlfriend. I would be 18 years old. I would have true friends by my side forever. I wish my life would be like that. Every night I would wish up to God and ask him my would be like that in the morning. I'm still wishing for that but I can't help not hating my life. I cry every night. But I guess I have to keep living this life. If you read this thanks for reading.