I suffer from loneliness and no self confidence.
Both are acute in their own way. I love making friends but no friend stays with me for long. It's like I love to give them a listening ear but no one shows the interest that I show in them.
I feel like a loser. It's like I am considered one of the most happening girls in college and at my work as well but I am very lonely inside. I don't wish to get married but I want a companion, be it a girl or a guy, but I want someone who can love me for life, for whom my problem is theirs and who would love to spend their life with me.
Secondly, yes I suffer from a no confidence problem. I was always good at studies as well at sports. I am good at work as well as at my communication skills but somehow I feel no confidence. It's like people believe in me but I don't believe in myself. It kills me when I don't feel confident.
Recently I got over a very good friend of mine who broke contact with me as she felt I became possessive about her. I mean it's crazy. I don't know what to do. I am stuck from all sides.
Please advise what can I do to start feeling happy again. I am not motivated at all.