i hate my life

by Rema
(new york)

I try hard to be the best I can. I study all night long only to get a scholarship and be able to afford to dorm at stony brook. I study all night long, search for scholarships everyday, go to the library and study from 9am-8pm. Later, after I am almost close to achieve my aim, my parents broke their promise. They said I cannot dorm. It broke my heart. I could have applied to hunter college which requires less time. I always wanted to dorm in college and they know it. Am 18 and in 11th grade.

All my friends laugh at me. I have nobody to talk to. I am just all alone. My parents always break my heart only to laugh when they see me miserable. But they never realise its killing me inside.