I am Hopeless

by khloe
(new york)

I am in a job I hate, make barely enough money to survive and am fat. I need a change. I want to run away but I have a lot of responsibilities here. I believe if I had a better "happy" job, things might change and things can snowball and get better. How do I change jobs in this bad economy? How do I find the energy to exercise?

Where do I find something to fill this black hole that wants to swallow me up? I am also dating but nothing seems to be clicking. I am lonely and afraid.I know there are people out there with much worse problems, but problems and depression make things hopeless. Any advice?? Thanks