I am 44 yrs. old and have been depressed most of my life. I have no confidence, low self-esteem, no energy, etc. I have gone to Psychiatrist, Psychologist, drs., counselors and have been on different medications.(Mostly all of them) Nothing seems to help.
I walk for pleasure but still do not find any relief...I have even had people pray over me and I still can't shake this feeling. I cannot think straight and my thinking is very cloudy, I am scared to lose my job, I forget things and have really bad headaches.
My family does not understand what I am going through and I do not have many friends. I have no outlet. This is very hard on me...I'm just so sad and lonely! I am married and my husband does not understand me, he just does not understand me, but he continues on staying, not sure why!!! I am just very bored with life, I have lost my meaning and purpose in my life. I am just not fulfilled in life. I am not sure what to do and where to go?!