Self Esteem and Jealousy
I met my boyfriend when I was 13. We started dating when I was 14. We have been together 14yrs. and we have 3 great kids together. In this time I have become very jealous. I hate how I look. I accuse him every day of liking every female he comes into contact with. I say he wants to sleep with her, or that he likes her.
He used to tell me I was beautiful every day. He told me how sexy he thought I was but I never believed him. I thought he was lying, like he felt he had to tell me that.
Now he has left me. He doesn't want anything to do with me any more, because of the lack of trust. I love him so much. He says he still loves me, but he cant be with me because of all the assumptions and accusing him all the time.
I don't feel beautiful, I don't feel sexy, I feel very old and ugly. Please, is there anything i can do to start feeling better?