Not coping

by Monica
(New Mexico)

I lost my husband and my sister 3 years ago within 17 days of each other, in the last 4 years I lost my father, my husband, my sister, my sister in law, my mother in law, and several other relatives and friends in between. I have been a Nurse for 30+ years and witnessed way too much death and the closer it has hit home the tougher it gets to deal with.

I am in financial dire straits and constantly depressed and not finding any peace of my mind. I cannot understand why I am still here and what purpose I have left in this world. I am almost 60 and physically and emotionally exhausted. Losing more and more hope everyday and ready to give up.