Low Self-esteem and no confidence
I am 16 and in high school.
My low self esteem and confidence makes me unmotivated to do anything. I feel like everyone is staring at me and constantly judging me saying stuff like "that kid is retarded" or "that guy is ugly."
I constantly have negative thoughts. I never have anything positive to say about anything or about myself. I constantly tell myself I am stupid or why did I say that. I get really bad anxiety if I have to talk in front of the class or even talking to someone new, so I tend to be quiet and not talk.
If I hear people laugh and someone looks at me, I think that they are talking about me and making fun of me. I am too scared to hang out with my friends because I am afraid that they will think I'm stupid for the way I act.