low self confidence and always nervous
After getting married last year I seem to be having a problem with expressing my feelings to my in-laws. I am always nervous especially when it comes to calling them "mom" and "dad" after being married for 8 months I still haven't had the confidence to call them the above. I get all nervous when I want to.
Secondly I am currently staying with my in-laws and they are very nice people but I just feel like I'm an outsider and since I have picked up a bit of weight it has made me more depressed. I am normal weight for my age but these changes just haven't been accepted in my mind. For the first time ever I find it very hard to adjust. I have also lost confidence in my capabilities. I honestly don't know what to do. Plus I have an amazing husband that's trying to help me get through this barrier.