im fat and feel gross & think nobody wants me

by Cindy
(New york)

I had a child over 2 years ago I weighed 145 after pregnancy I was 185 now I'm 165 I tried everything and nothing works my height is 5'5. I have very slow metabolism I go to the gym eat right and only lose like 1 pound or 2 a month.

Everyone keep telling me I should lose at least 20 more lbs. Sometimes I cry every time I look at myself in the mirror I feel so huge and get depressed. I feel so uncomfortable with my weight I don't think my husband would want me like this I need help please.