im 27 old male , and i m lost and have leak of self esteem
I was lost choosing what I want in the university and I wasn't committed to anything of the majors, so i decided to drop out. Even in my working life I keep changing jobs, and I'm beginning every time from zero.. and now it's like I cant stand work. I go to the interviews and I can get the job easily, but when I enter the job, I can always find something that doesn't suit me and tell them I don't want the job anymore and run away.. I don't know what I want, and even the relationships are not working any more and I have no friends or a girl I love. I think it's all of my fault, I had everything and ruined my life.. There's a lot more, and the good thing is that parents are still helping me, and have some support of them.. At the same time they are desperate and they are also lost how to act with me or how to help, sometimes I blame my parents also on everything I'm going through, but I think the major problem is me .. I went to psychiatrist and he told me I have a personality problem, I think he's right. When I was young I was the best in class the best soccer player, and now I cant even run or do anything .. what's wrong with me? Can someone help ?