I hate my life, I want to change
At first I am feeling that my luck is very bad comparing to my friend, it is too hard to get anything or to achieve.
I graduated from merchant navy academy with grades excellent, but I feel it is not enough and I should to continue my studies in any country in EU to learn more things. When I made this decision I found the military in my country, they said to me we need you in the army, and I cannot refuse.
everyday in my life after graduation is about sleeping the whole day then go out with friends do nothing in our life.
i want to change everything in my life, i want to be a good and success person, i want to be an important person really iam very depressed and confused and i donot what can i do in my life i knew that iam wasting my time and my life please any one help me