i always hesitate to do things.
Please don't judge me. I always try things, its just that every time I try I always fail, which makes me not try things any more. It's so hard to experience failure especially if your almost there and you didn't make it.
Cope up? Never. Never a day that did not regret things. I always think negative and its not helping me. I start making things worse like me and boyfriend start hurting each other because of me, because of low self - worth.
like now I don't feel liking myself. I always hate being me.
Ever since I wish I was somebody else. I started to feel that way when I was in high school, not a good school by the way (it shows).
I hope to get cured someday. Thanks