Confused, low confidence, and fearful of the situation, lazy
I am going through bad patch of time that may be financially, career wise or relation wise. I want to get out of it, and want to know what I have to do with my life before I want to socialize, or can talk with new people who intend to keep on coming on my life.
I have low confidence as I feel that whatever I do I can not do it really well, or could not do it nicely. I always try to give more than 100 percent. I want to help other people in every way I can, but right now I can not even help myself. I feel shy and nervous when I interact with a group of new people. I think a lot about every situation that is going to happen, and just do not do at all if I feel it is going to be worthless before even giving a try.
I really want to achieve something special in life, but in fact I am ruining my life. I am trying to be a better person each and everyday, but I am being a worse person each day, and feel like I am getting further from being a better person each day.